BOYS DO FALL IN LOVE

CRIED. AGAIN.
The day started well. There were no classes. Me and my friends put on our party-loving faces and went over at Alonica's crib. I loved the place, the food, the people around. But something caught my eye and attention. I didn't mind it though. FRIENDS. They were friends.

I am cool and I continued watching the film being played on the TV. I got bugged because I was sitting just on the floor right next to THEM. I didn't know what happened but I just stood up. Got quiet. Sang sad songs and attacked the bed and hid my face under the pillows. My friends noticed and tried to ask me. It was nothing. But I felt they knew. They were saying things like, "Hurt ka sah?" and so forth. Yep, I was. WTFS. Mixed emotions. I tried to hide. I tried to hide it with smiles and laughs.

But I know I can't hide things for so long. I can't. That would be impossible. Got home and let HER knew about it. Yeah, that's it. Her last text was the cue. I burst into tears. And sat motionless. I cried. And I can't believe it. She had nothing to be sorry for. Nothing.

I guess people should be exposed to this kind of things as early as teenage. But these mold us to be stronger and more passionate in the search of true happiness. As of now, I don't know. I don't know if its time to let go or if its time that I act...

-[EMO]ALPHA1-